The Moon is our emotional compass.  The moon is where the collective memories and emotions of all humans are held.  By tuning to the Moon’s cycles provides us with unique opportunities to grow, transform, and balance our emotional selves.  During the Full Moon with the light intensity, our feelings are affected proportionally to the bright light (this is evident in the higher number of police reports of activity during the days preceding, during, and post Full Moons.)

New Moons soften the intensity of our emotions allowing us to be highly sensitive or receptive to our inner knowledge and power.  The Moon is the driving energy of our subconscious providing optimal opportunities for emotionally healing during the New Moon when we’re the most open to receive guidance from our Feminine energy source.

The Sun, on the other hand, is the energy source of our conscious mind, directing our intentions and more powerfully than any other time of the year, during the Spring Equinox (considered the New Year for many people).  Because we have generally become people revolving our lives around the solar cycles, we have intensified the power of the conscious mind and Masculine energy in directing our actions/reactions creating a polarized and unbalanced experience of life.

Because today combines these two energy forces, we have a powerful opportunity to Manifest our deepest desires, heal our emotional body, balance our subconscious & conscious forces, and reunite the harmony of the Feminine and Masculine One within us All.

The New Moon will softly open our emotional receptors of the subconscious while the Sun eclipsing the New Moon gives us the Sun’s conscious directing power for our intentions to be Manifested!  In addition, our emotional traumas, blocks, and non-working patterns can be intentionally healed and cleared during this Annular Solar Eclipse by consciously directing and opening ourselves to these forces and programming Love in their place.

Barbara Hand Clow and Gerry Clow provide a simple yet powerful step-by-step Manifestation exercise as an excellent tool for today’s event.  This can be found in their book “Alchemy of Nine Dimensions: The 2011/2012 Prophecies and Nine Dimensions of Consciousness”, page 133.

Another useful tool for this event for freeing and clearing the emotional blocks is EFT (Emotional Freedom Techniques) also called Tapping.  Tapping uses the body’s energy meridians in such a way that emotional freedom, from even the most traumatic life’s events, can be experienced in as little as 1-3 sessions.  An excellent resource for EFT or Tapping is the book “The Promise of Energy Psychology: Revolutionary Tools for Dramatic Personal Change,” by David Feinstein, Donna Eden, and Gary Craig.

The estimated Eclipse schedule for the Salt Lake Valley:

Starts: 6:19 PM

Maximum: 7:29 PM

Ends: 8:32 PM

This will be the 1st in 18 years.  Take this unique opportunity to give yourself and the collective the gift of emotional Harmony & MANIFEST your greatest dreams!

HAPPY ANNULAR SOLAR ECLIPSE & NEW MOON!

Each number vibrates with a distinct energy pattern, just as all things do and have.  Cycles, patterns, and waves of energy have been present since before human existence holding vast wisdom, laws, and origins that remain a mystery to us still.  Although these mysteries exist, new discoveries (or awakened natural knowing) are arising rapidly providing an incline of  this ancient knowledge such as: Quantum Mechanics or Quantum Physics.

Your life is influenced by numbers, which tell the story of the journey of your life and can provide a tool for understanding your challenges, where your talents might lie, and what your life’s purpose may be.  Do you have a favorite number?  Does a certain number or numbers show up in your life frequently?  There is a reason for this.  Your birthday and your name have meaning.  Spiritual numerology is a tool that can help you live successfully, happily, find your life’s purpose, live in harmony with others…and your numbers tell you how to get the most out of life.

Numerology is a system which assists in knowing oneself, and your destiny. Your birthday along with your name given at birth provides the core energetic code; the creative design for your life, and will help you discover your life’s purpose.  Numerology is an excellent tool for knowing how to time events, understand the energy of your days, and the rhythm of your soul.

Numerology fell into my lap at time when chaos seemed to surround every aspect of my life.  The support and resolution of events and circumstances were not only explained in my numbers, but they also helped guide me into peace of mind when peace of mind seemed impossible.  After studying Numerology for 2 years, it has been the most accurate, descriptive, and a very supportive tool to guide me through life’s challenges, determine my life’s path, prepare me for transitions in my life,  provide deep and compassionate insight into those whom are in my life, and dissipate the desperate feeling of “what am I here for” among many other applications of support.

I have dedicated much of my time into calculating number charts for many others, including family & friends; this practice has served to deepen my understanding of these people, shed light onto difficult situations in my relationships, and has encouraged me to inspire others with the knowledge of their numbers.

In the future, I’ll be providing all sorts of detailed information about numbers on my omnumerology.com website; nothing posted there as of yet.  Maybe I ought to chose one number each week and give a detailed description of all it’s aspects?  I find it a bit funny that I’ve discovered a whole Universe of numbers out there that holds Wisdom & Truth and I’m an accountant.

Anyhow, as always, I would love to receive your comments, knowledge, opinions, and insight!

Much Love…….

Dixie Zumba Girls are the pioneers of the Zumba scene in Southern Utah and have quite the following with their zesty, sassy, high energy style!

So who are the Dixie Zumba Girls?

Kerry Langston and Marti Christensen

Kerry Langston has been an exercise instructor since March of 2007 certified through Fitour, AFAA, and Zumba. She thrives on teaching Zumba and cycling and the success her students achieve.  Kerry began her Zumba career in November 2007 at Desert Palms Health Club when the previous instructor decided to leave & saw Kerry’s skill, encouraging her to certify.  Kerry didn’t know that one day that first class would turn into a huge Zumba craze in St. George, Utah but she has loved every minute of it!

Marti has extensive dance training background and a love for dance, so of course she was drawn to Zumba.  Like Kerry, Marti was encouraged by Kerry to certify and so it was; Marti became Zumba certified in February 2008 & the team launched the Dixie Zumba Girls.

Dixie Zumba Girls were featured in the local newspaper, The Spectrum, after they held a Zumba in the Park event for the St. George Recreation Center this past summer.  On the front page, Kerry was jammin’ on stage at the Vernon Worthen park doing her Zumba thing.

Kerry brings a funk, hiphop, sassy, and hip swingin’ experience to her choreography that get’s you fired-up and feeling like you’re at a dance club with all the new moves.  Marti’s dance background sneaks into her choreography adding a “totally rad” spin and flare of good ol’ 80’s rockin fun to Zumba.

Now I’ve been to several other Zumba classes and have become Zumba certified myself; and I’m tellin’ ya, if you want to experience one of the hippest, sexiest, high energy Zumba classes, then I recommend the Dixie Zumba Girls from Southern Utah!  If you’ve ever been to a Dixie Zumba Girls class; you know to expect a party atmosphere where everyone is having a blast hootin & hollerin the whole hour!

For updates on their new choreography, class times, and other news, visit their blog at Dixie Zumba Girls.

Enjoy your Zumba class…….and much love to all!

Once we arrived at her home she introduced us to all of her family members whom were home at the time, showed us around her home, her small farm and garden, and then invited us into a den to watch a video.  She greeted us warmly and much like family.  She knew we were still undecided and completely unaware of this approach to birth, hence the video.  The video was the hook-line and sinker for us.  It was a presentation of several different women giving birth at home comfortably with varying experiences and methods.  It was a simple way for her to provide the knowledge we needed and after viewing the tape, we were certain that this was the way to go.

Five months later, I gave birth to my son in a birthing tub in water in our home. It was a very interactive experience with my son’s dad, and my daughter. The actual birth was very short (3 pushes and he arrived), not accompanied by the horrible pain of birth I feared, and it was treated as a reverent peaceful celebration. My son’s dad cut the umbilical cord, while after; my daughter (six years old at the time) placed the warming cloth cap on his head. Shortly after he was born, my son’s dad, my son, and I all fell fast asleep on our bed in the next room while my friend entertained our daughter.  And, the next morning I was up doing laundry feeling great with no recovery time needed!

A beautiful experience I will never forget!

Understanding the current social collective in America and in hind-sight, I am not surprised that I was greeted by several family members and friends with expressions resembling weird, strange, eccentric, and bizarre. Not only were these the more typical responses to my decision to consult a midwife instead of a doctor while pregnant with my son, I was a bit surprised at the skepticism, fear, and total conventionalism expressed by family and friends once I actually gave birth to him with their knowledge of how beautiful, easy, and safe the experience was.

Now imagine what the response to having a Dolphin midwife would have been like.

Dolphins are superior midwives for human births because they are here on Earth as our guardians.  As masterful midwives, Dolphins offer states of pure joy, love, and wisdom through their use of high frequency sonar transmitted as they elegantly program the human cellular blueprint for physiological, psychological, and spiritual well being during birth.

Igor Charkovsky, a Russian male midwife, pioneered the practice of dolphins assisting women during birth. Charkovsky originally began his midwifery practice with several expirementations with water births among other water centered practices and having assisted over 20,000 underwater births. He and his team took a woman to the Black Sea for an underwater birth. As she was sitting in two feet of water about to give birth, three wild dolphins appeared, pushed everyone out of the way and ‘took over’. They scanned the length of the woman’s body, somehow relaxing the mother and child; soon after she gave birth having no pain or fear. Needless to say, Charkovsky’s team of midwives, whom were present, were fairly shocked. This event opened up the new practice of ‘dolphin midwifery’. Since this incident in 1979, Igor began a series of experiments including dolphins as midwives for the birth of children.

Children who are born with the help of dolphins, at the cases documented in Russia show, become extraordinary children. Most of them have IQ’s of over 150 (genius range), are extremely emotionally stable, and/or have physically strong bodies; they are superior to other children in one way or another. The Charkovsky team believes that when one is born in the sea assisted by a dolphin, that particular dolphin midwife will come back to the same spot on the baby’s birthday to wait for her/him.
After having a wonderful and positive experience with a water birth, I suggested this for my sisters for their pregnancies and births. The institutionalized social conditioning is so strong that none of my sisters have yet to experience a water birth, much less a dolphin birth.

If you’re pregnant or plan to have children, click the following links to start your research into the possibilities of having the most incredible experience of birth.
Much Love……..

Dolphin Essence
Neva News

So lets entertain the ego for a sec.  Lets have a one-on-one talk with it.  Lets stop trying to kill it (as so many spiritual teachings keep suggesting) and assist ego in recognizing it’s true purpose, then maybe it too won’t fear annihilation by using it’s incredible power and desire to live on in such a globally destructive approach to the physical existence.  After all, we, the ONE, chose to be a part of this physical world & ego is an aspect of the physical existence.

Here’s an excerpt of a hypothetical interview I wrote years back:

So lets talk with ego:

Interviewer: So – Ego, I can see that you have an intense desire & drive to survive.

Ego: Of course I do.

Interviewer: So – Ego, do you know what your purpose is?

Ego: To fight at all costs to remain separate because Oneness is death.

Interviewer: Okay, I can see where you’re coming from because in a way, separateness is your purpose, but I think you might be misunderstanding separateness a bit.  Ego – If I were to ensure your survival while providing a little twist on your understanding of your purpose, would you hear me out?

Ego: If you can guarantee my survival, sure I’ll hear what you have to say.

Interviewer: The human existence is facing extinction, as you know oh so well, and without human existence you are assured your death, right?

Ego: Right!

Interviewer: Ego – take a moment to consider this, your purpose isn’t necessarily separateness, but rather, Individuality.  Because Individuality (In-divide-duality) enables physical manifestations of a plethora & diverse realm of talents, creativity, expressions, etc. that is only capable of being expressed by manifesting through “many” individualities, as opposed to only one.  Where ONE is not necessarily able to express manifestations, creativity, and talents in the same way or with the same magnitude as “many” can.

Ego: Interesting.  Elaborate a bit more, cause if I’m going to use this new tactic of Oneness in order to survive, I need to know more about what you’re saying so I can put it to use.”

When I wrote this little story above, it was one of those moments you might described as an “Awe” and “very enjoyable sensation”.  It was though I didn’t write it, it felt like it just came through me and my pencil, somewhat of an experience I call “natural knowing” awakening in me, or maybe even channeled; who knows, but it was fun and very eye-opening.

So as you might have taken from the story, being an individual requires actually desiring the personality, but for it’s true purpose, to create what no one else (or the One) has before, including your own individual life’s experiences.  So what I have learned, is that, we (including new-age spiritual teachers/leaders) may want to stop slapping the personality/ego/self around with negative energy thinking that we can get rid of it, or that it is the root of all our problems.  We cannot exist in the physical world without it, so if we embrace it, love it, comfort it, and assist it, WOW imagine the creativity and beauty we’ll get to experience in this amazing physical existence!  I believe this is similar or the same concept of “individuation” that the famous Carl Jung spoke and wrote about on his path of discovering the human mind as a pioneer of psychology and was Freud’s most revered student.  Jung however discovered and carried a spirituality to his great works within psychology unlike Freud.

One idea for beginning this transition is, start listening and watching your “self’s” saboteur thoughts, the mind chatter, but without judgment.  You might begin to see that most of the mind chatter (usually negative and destructive) comes from social & collective conditioning and non-working beliefs about the world and yourself.  If you approach the mind chatter this way, you then might be able to view it much like a child and begin to coach and guide it into more useful, healthy, and creative thoughts.  You can even laugh at it at times like you would chuckle at a child when the child just hasn’t quite figured it out yet.

I’ll leave it at that, for now,  in hopes that in some small or big way, this has helped you to view our dual selves more compassionately and progressively so that you’ll experience more “Awe” moments in your life.

Much Love always

It is very exhausting to constantly give to others if we haven’t given to ourselves first, but if we fulfill our own needs, desires, etc. (not the egos/self/personality’s), then it’s not exhausting at all to give to others, it’s actually energizing. If we give to others without giving to ourselves first, we have actually become takers, because it comes with an energy of “I’m tired”, or “I don’t have time, but I’ll do it anyway”, or “If I help these people, I’ll look good”, or “If I don’t give, give, I’m a bad person”, or “If I say no, then I’m being selfish.” This mind chatter obviously goes on forever, since we all have our own versions.

Be compassionate towards your “self”, don’t judge it, watch it with your Being, so that you can learn how to balance and unite with it, anything else only perpetuates the mind chatter cycle.

My explanation for,

“but if we fulfill our own needs, desires, etc. (not the egos/self/personality’s)”

Our own needs, desires, etc. is referring to our Being’s needs, desires, etc. rather than the personality’s, just to be clear if it was not clear. I don’t believe the personality is undesirable, it’s just been distorted, manipulated, conditioned, and most of all entrenched with deep seeded fear.

The fear that “self” experiences is a fight against the fact that we are all a part of the One essence of light/love. Self believes that if we accept existence as One, it will die, and anything fearing death will exude a powerful force of resistance.
Good Luck, and Much Love to You!

“Somehow, somewhere, I always knew I would find you.

The child in emotional solitude longed for your return, always trusting that you would.

The struggle that once seemed so painful then, is only now, a sweet reflection of the perfect path to reunite.

I am on our path, but yet still a student of your light and now without fear, instead dawning trust.

This reunion has brought such peace and reverent freedom.

Thank you, I say, to your perseverance to open my soul to our Spirit!

I Love Thyself!”

I’m taking the liberty to define Love here and however simple the definition; it’s the expression of Love that has many faces.  Expression is where we get confused, myself included, and when we get clear with our expression, peace always follows.

Love is Being.

A little strange maybe, to proclaim such simplicity with something so big, right?  Maybe not, if we clarify what Being is.

Being is the absolute existence, complete and perfect, lacking no essential characteristic; Essence.

Love is not an emotion; however, the expression of Love can encompass many different emotions.  Love is simply Being, it’s what you are; you are Love.  Many may argue that if we are Love, then we are complete & perfect (by the definition of Being); I say, yes you are complete & perfect.  Now there is another component of our experience in physical form, having a body and being here on Earth that we confuse to be whom we are; this is the personality, or ego, or self, or external self; any of those terms work.  That is not the same as your Being Love.

Ironically enough, many years ago when I was watching the scene of the lifeline discussion in the movie Donnie Darko, I empathized with the character Donnie Darko a teenage boy (played by Jake Gyllenhaal).  He was distraught by his teacher’s discussion and argued how everything can not be lumped into the two categories of Love & fear.  I remember feeling the concept was absurd and like Donnie Darko, life is not that simple.

As time has passed, experiences realized, and awakenings occur, life has become more conceptually simple yet experientially complex.  The complexity comes from becoming aware of the simplicity that I AM Love, but have yet to clear all my counter intentions, non-working deep seeded beliefs, and find the sub or unconscious counter beliefs.

However, the joy of reuniting with the Essence I Am and recognizing that it’s Love, is the spark that ignites continuous personal growth.  Many people are still suffering from the lack of awareness that they are Love and we are united.  Here are a couple of fun exercises I’ve done that you can do that may open that window, as it did for me.

1. Write a Love Letter: write a love letter to yourself, LOL. I know it may sound silly, but give it a try and see what happens.  Of course, the letter must only include all those wonderful things about you as though you were writing the letter to the love of your life.  You can even ask for forgiveness if it’s helpful……hmmm?
2. The I Am Chant:  close your eyes and start saying, “I Am a __________ woman or man” (fill in the blank with words like: loving, worthy, beautiful, powerful, passionate, caring, creative, etc.).  Keep doing this until you find three or four words that really feel true for you when you say them.  After you have found your words, chant out load, “I Am a _______,______,_______woman/man”, over and over until you feel a definite shift come over you.  This shift is expressed many different ways and is unique for you.  Some have experienced tears of joy, laughter, a beam of light from within, it’s entirely unique to you and your experience.  A simple note to make, do not put an “and” between any of the words you have found for yourself because this tends to diminish the word that the “and” proceeds.

Look for a future post discussing the expressions of Love…….until then……..

I Am a Loving, Powerful, Passionate Woman; Much Love to all of You!

This part will focus on the scientific knowledge that supports my outlook of 2012 representing a beautiful shift into a new consciousness requiring the return of the feminine energy to create balance.

Mathematics is a universal language and in my opinion, every aspect of the Universe, Creation, and even human beings has a spiritual language of numbers within.

Fibonacci numbers are a series of numbers introduced to the western culture by the mathematician Leonardo Fibonacci (Indian mathematics had previously described this sequence) as follows…..0,1,1,2,3,5,8,13, 21 and so on.  The sequence is derived from the first two numbers 0, 1 and each remaining number is the sum of the previous two.  This sequence is the closest series of numbers to the Golden Ratio.  The best way to describe this ratio is through the picture below.

The golden ratio exists in nature, the human body, music, you name it, it’s there.  The Fibonacci sequence shows the relationship of the numbers in the sequence and their dependence on each other.  This is also true within the progressive cycles of the Universe, Earth, and humans.  If we take a section of the sequence (any section will work) we can then correlate the same relationship and dependence to the human cycle we’re about to experience in 2012 as follows:  take 3,5,8

3 represents the past and ancient knowledge

5 represents the present and modern knowledge

8 represents the future and the combined knowledge of both past & present

Again looking at the sequence above, we now plugin the feminine, masculine, and partnership energies for each number sequence representing the most likely and prevalent energy of each phase.  The feminine energy is placed where the ancient knowledge resides; the masculine energy is where we reside now; modern knowledge, and the future is the combination of both; partnership & harmony. The year 2012 suggests the possibility of human existence experiencing total & complete harmony by combining the past/feminine (#3) with the present/masculine (#5) creating the future, the Golden Age and an entirely new human experience (#8).

The year 2012 is found within the Mayan calendar which is now universally accepted as the most accurate calendar that exists.  Within the Mayan calendar, 2012 represents a very definite occurrence happening, more specifically, the calendar ends representing the end of human existence.  In a way, this is true; however, I believe it’s describing the end of human existence as we’ve known it while at the same time representing the beginning of an entirely new human existence that is utterly inconceivable in our current way of viewing reality.  I also believe it is the Universe’s or the Creator’s accomplishment of harmonizing and purifying the reality of existence both in physical form and spirit essence and becoming unlimited co-creating physical/spiritual beings.

If you’re curious to learn more about where these beliefs originated, come visit future posts with topics on the purpose of the ego, monatomic elements, monatomic gold, dormant DNA, and others, and don’t hesitate to comment and/or provide additional information……….I love receiving new knowledge and truths.

‘Til next time…………………Much Love to all

For more information about the Mayan origins visit Drunvalo Melchizedek’s broadcasting representing the Mayans and their preparation of 2012.

Many believe that this is the date of the true apocalypse that many religions, the bible, and the Mayan calendar speak of; and that the year 2012 is the end of the world and human existence.

Personally I think that’s a very negative and limited view for such a significant, ancient, and vastly recorded event. However, I do feel that many great and marvelous changes will occur for human existence and Earth in general.

Systems run in cycles, the Earth and the Universe included. There are many cycles of the Earth that we are now aware of scientifically along with archeological evidence of human experience and cycles we’ve undergone over thousands of years. With all my studies and research into ancient history, religions, spirituality, archeology, metallurgical science, quantum physics, and so on; I have come to some conclusions myself which provide an outlook much more encouraging than an apocalyptic view.

The first and maybe the most important element of this shift that I see happening is a shift from a dominator society to a partnership society (termed by Riane Eisler in her book The Chalice and The Blade). We currently live in, more specifically, a male-dominator society, masculine energy, the left brain, etc. 2012 presents the possibility of the world shifting into the partnership system with an emphasis on the return of the feminine energy, by creating a united, balanced, and harmonious global community.

Partnership societies have existed in our ancient past, where for thousands of years, humans lived amongst each other WITHOUT war. For most of us, it’s almost impossible to conceive of a warless society ever being possible, but the evidence is there, and the evidence shows that within these harmonious societies, the feminine energy has been the directing force; however, not a dominating force of these communities.

Archeological evidence of equal partnership societies has been found on the Island of Crete in the Mediterranean. In conjunction with the evidence of a warless community, Goddess was the focus of their religion or spirituality as the vast female artifacts have shown. The evidence shows that these societies lived as a matrilineal system (inheriting or determining decent through the female line) where the mother was the “head of the clan” whereas, after marriage, the new husband would go to live with the wife’s family rather than the husband’s family.

Interestingly enough, we are already experiencing an increase in feminine energy within the male population. The feminine energy is not the same as effeminate, but rather an increase in the qualities of caring, nurturing, showing emotions & feelings, intuition, and affection, just to name a few.

Our closest primate, the Bonobo (Chimpanzees are no longer our closest primate) provides compelling credence of the feminine energy providing peace within a civilization. Bonobo primates have a social order representative of a matrilineal/matriarchal system as opposed to the typical male order within the Chimpanzee communities (visit www.bonobo.org for more information).

Young Bonobo

And, it’s fascinating to learn that the Bonobo communities live entirely peaceful and non-aggressively amongst each other, while Chimpanzees have very dominating and aggressive behaviors along with the other human primates. Bonobos are also the only primate for which no infanticide exists within their society.

To correlate the return of feminine energy to the year 2012 and a more positive outlook, I’ll discuss in Part II, certain geological and other scientific cycles determined by scientists showing reasonable speculation for a beautiful and harmonious shift to come in 2012.